Skin Is
Your body’s largest organ.
It is obvious
you know this
as I lie here pressed to you,
aorta stretched and beating on
my arterial tree.
Your limbic lobe pushing
against my medulla.
I can imagine it—
your epididymis
touching the mirror
of my Gartner’s Duct, if only
it could. We are homologues
and you could turn
inside out, pelvis retrograde
against my iliac crest.
We could stay like this yet
it is this expanse of skin,
the cutaneous portal that is
a diving board
to a deep pool so I press
wide against you
brain fixed to lie
in wait, patient for the flush
to my subcortical floor.
You know what to do.
***
Less
The girls walk through the field,
legs brush against tall grass,
sauntering like horses,
heads falling back, careless
they laugh, scanning clouds
moving at the same
barely perceptible pace
that they do.
More wordless each day,
the boys’ eyes sweep
through the grass to the girls,
voices too far away to hear
yet they stand stunned
and wanting
even if it is to be stung
again. The girls
always do their damage
yet the boys watch them
lope, slow to the trees
at the field’s edge.
The girls do not change
their cadence,
strides pulling them
into the expanse of branches,
into a denseness
that must suffocate the sun.
The leisure of their disappearance
is as gradual and reckless
as a tide. Silence swells
around the boys,
left to wonder about
the great draw of these trees.
It’s ruthless
being suspended at fifteen,
being pared down in dulled
and dreamless skin
even as their interior bodies boil.
They are aimless,
yet they wait for the girls
to emerge from the trees
again. They wait,
as if, for less.
***
Susan Alkaitis’s poems are forthcoming in the Beloit Poetry Journal, Illuminations, and Lakeshore. She recently won the Causeway Lit Poetry Award, and her work has been published in Rattle, The Last Leaves, The Punch-Drunk Anthology and 2River View among others.