This life should stop.
So should begin another,
Viler and downy, yet,
To forget the unforgiving
Past and to start anew
With the old regrets
And remnants of dainty
Memories not gotten yet;
The soft tune playing
On the counter, to recall
The sky that enveloped us.
That day when you
Were getting ready to
Say goodbye, not to me
But to my ghost,
Occupying no space
And no present future,
I had left the space
Long ago to cease
A diamond shell
Pertaining to a pearl
To save in a lifetime
And to be crushed
For the sake of the pearl
Only. You were the pearl
And I a nothingness,
A shadow of maybes
And invalids. The scene
Would end someday,
We both knew,
But kept going and
Going still till there
Was no eternity
Left to be creased
By our soft hands
Holding each other
Though they were not
Enough to keep us
Together, bound in a net
Along the surface of
These lands, seas and skies,
Under the stars, which are
Bound to stay apart like
We did and do graciously.
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Ayşe Tekşen lives in Ankara, Turkey where she works as a research assistant at the Department of Foreign Language Education, Middle East Technical University. Her work has been included in Gravel, After the Pause, The Write Launch, Uut Poetry, The Fiction Pool, What Rough Beast, Scarlet Leaf Review, Seshat, Neologism Poetry Journal, Anapest, Red Weather, Ohio Edit, SWWIM Every Day, The Paragon Journal, Arcturus, Constellations, the Same, The Mystic Blue Review, Jaffat El Aqlam, Brickplight, Willow, Fearsome Critters, Susan, The Broke Bohemian, The Remembered Arts Journal, Terror House Magazine, Shoe Music Press, Havik: Las Positas College Anthology, Deep Overstock, Lavender Review, Voice of Eve, Dash, The Courtship of Winds, Mizmor Anthology, Mojave Heart Review, NōD Magazine, and Sincerely. Her work has also appeared or is forthcoming in Straylight, Toyon Literary Magazine, Headway Quarterly, Foliate Oak Literary Magazine, and Tipton Poetry Journal.